Quotable Quote

"Adversity is sometimes hard upon a man; for one person who can stand prosperity, there are one hundred who can stand adversity." Elvis Presley

no mood...

not in da mood to blog lately...

woo...hoo...

Manchester United 2 Liverfool 1

Huckleberry Grove - Ocean Color Scene

Shirley was a lady whose teeth were made of gold
She danced before the music and everything it told

Huckleberry Grove
Where the music plays into tomorrow night
Huckleberry Grove
Only fools would need to argue or to fight

Shirley had eight children and each of them were told
You got joy for singing burning in your soul

Huckleberry Grove
Where the idiots can't ease you of your mind
Huckleberry Grove
Take a free train, leave your luggage far behind

Oh she sings shangri-la
Oh she sings shangri-la

Shirley was a lady who mostly stayed at home
But she went out dancing down Huckleberry Grove

Huckleberry Grove
Where the music plays into tomorrow night
Huckleberry Grove
You'll be groovin' on the best days of your life
Huckleberry Grove
Where the music's guaranteed to blow your mind
Huckleberry Grove
Leave your luggage, get a free train, get behind

Oh she sings shangri-la
Oh she sings shangri-la

Oh she sings shangri-la
Oh she sings shangri-la

Quick! Quick! Quick!

can wait for 11:30 pm to arrive...15 more minutes to go..

argghhh...what a long long 15 minutes...dem

Nice song.

AMAZED - Lonestar

Every time our eyes meet, this feeling inside me,
Is almost more than I can take.
Baby when you touch me, I can feel how much you love me,
And it just blows me away.
I've never been this close to anyone or anything,
I can hear your thoughts, I can see your dreams.

I don't know how you do what you do, I'm so in love with you,
It just keeps getting better.
I want to spend the rest of my life, with you by my side, forever and ever.
Every little thing that you do, baby, I'm amazed by you.

The smell of your skin, the taste of your kiss,
The way you whisper in the dark.
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me,
You touch every place in my heart.
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time,
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes.

Quoatable Quote

He who comes first, eats first. - Eike von Repkow

22 Incovar Dhamma Camp

22nd Incovar Dhamma Camp 2004

Theme: Fragrance of Virtue: Spreading the Essense of Goodness
Venue: Fo Guang Shan Malaysia, Kuala Langat.
Date: 11th - 14th November 2004.

Based on the five precepts.

APPLICATION IS OPEN NOW!

For more information, please visit our camp website --> www.incovar.org

weee...

after few days of confused and unrest mind...it's sure nice to be happy again...hehehe...yesterday nite was great...went for dinner with Irene at Souled Out.. :) had a wonderful nite with her...we walked around Sri Hartamas :)...went into few shops...though a lot of them were closed..it was a nice walk though..cooling...probably becos of the rain earlier...hehehe...it was a wonderful nite overall...so wonderful that i hope the nite never end...

Stress

This few days have been stressful to me...and to my mind...even more...I'm just not the kind of person who is just going to sit back...and look at other people successes...look at people celebrating...i'm a player...

in our life...there are two kind of people...life is like a football match...in a football match...you have the spectators...shouting...criticising...jumping up and down...shouting abuses...and etc...

the other kind of people are the 22 ppl on the field...the players...they are the one running the match...they are the one in the limelight...they are the one making all the $$$...they are the one scoring the goals...they are the players...

I want to be one of the players...I want to be running the show...rather than just sitting back and watch...and criticise...

talking about criticising...have you all heard of the album Laughing Stock? It was released way back when I'm in my lower secondary. That was quite a long way back. It's a fantastic album!..still remember the song... Why U So Like Dat? ...it was so hot back then..hahaha....one of the joke inside this album is about the R-Movie being shown in public cinema in Singapore...there is this reporter interviewing all the ppl queuing up to buy ticket to watch the current R-Movie...the last person on the interview said that the R-Movie is bad...has a bad influence on the public...it's disgusting...and it should be banned...then another movie goer asked, "then what are you doing here?"...the man just replied that he believe that before we criticize something, we must see it first...and know what it's all about before criticizing...becos some ppl just stand aside...and started criticising when neither seen nor know what it's all about...I think it is very true..before we criticise something...we must see it first..know what it's about then only start shooting...hehehe...

Crisis!!

I'm sort of in a crisis today...opps..it's already Thursday...so it should be yesterday...so many things to think about...and so many things to consider...and a very important decision to make...

I've made my decision...I've made up my mind...I hope I will be able to abide by it...

what crisis I'm in? what decision? well...tell ya in da futura... :P

Quickie

Since I'm very impatient right now...this one will be just a quickie..

Damn...I had a terrible night mare yesterday nite...

I dreamt that I'm still studying...f**k...and I was very nervous..and under intense pressure cos the exam is coming up...I was studying like mad...and i was thinking.."what the hell is this? I tot I already graduated? and should be working right now...why the f**k am I studying for the exam?"...

d'uh

Impatient

I'm feeling so impatient now!...

I feel like I'm wasting my time...doing nothing...

just hanging around in the cyber space....

Working Sunday.

Hah! I almost forgot about this blog. Hahaha... I'm at work right now and so damn bored. Arghh...working sunday. Wtf. But nevermind, I'll be having my off day tomoro and tuesday. So, oklah. Hehe... :p

I'm wondering how's the PCIC meeting going on right now. Haha... so what does this PCIC stands for? Well, I forgot...wait...let me check my email... ok..it means Programmer Creative Innovative Camp...it's a brainstorming session among all the organizing committees...to brainstorm for ideas and constructive activities for our camp.

What camp is it? It's the Incovar Dhamma Camp!! This is a very hands-on Dhamma camp, which is open for college and university students. It's very practical camp. Below are some information about the camp!

22nd Incovar Dhamma Camp 2004

Theme: Fragrance of Virtue: Spreading the Essense of Goodness
Venue: Fo Guang Shan Malaysia, Kuala Langat.
Date: 11th - 14th November 2004.

Based on the five precepts.

Online application opening soon!

For more information, please visit our camp website --> www.incovar.org

DON'T MISS IT!!

Websites not to be missed!

http://www.chivas.com
http://www.thisisthelife.com

Can you believe it?!

Can you believe it?! I got lost in Sri Kembangan twice in a month. Bravo! Hahaha...the first time I got lost there is because I missed a turning and went into the Seremban Highway...I think...I know that Sri Kembangan is just nearby Bukit Jalil, so I decided to turn into Sri Kembangan. Well, it's not a huge town or what...and it has only one main road...but the sign board is very very bad! and I really mean it...it is bad...it's no difference to not having any sign boards at all!

But I manage to find my way out eventually with the help of a petrol station gal....so now I guess I should know the way in Sri Kembangan already. If I get lost for the third time, I think I should consider quitting driving. Wakakakaz... it's not that hard actually...just the signboards messing things up. They might as well remove all the sign boards there. It's useless anyway....

Hey, I was on the telly yesterday nite! Hehehe...well, I went for a dinner and then a movie with Irene yesterday nite in Sunway Pyramid. We watched Raising Helen. We do not know what to watch at first. Irene don't understand Cantonese movie, so that left us with only the English movies. It was between Raising Helen and...erm..what's the other movie again...it's a movie starring Josh Hartnett...erm...Wicker Park...yeah Wicker Park...

We decided on Raising Helen. A good movie though. Not really boring, but very monotonous and family oriented. It's does not have a climax scene...or any suspense part. It's just...like that..it's about Helen, who was entrusted with her sister's children, after her sister passed away in a car accident. She lost her social life taking car of the children, and decided to give them to her second sister to take car of. But she realise that she loves them too much and decided to want them back. In between all these, she fell in love with a pastor, Joan Cusack! Cute guy! Hahaha... ok..just a briefing...if u want to know the story...go watch it!...it's a very relaxing movie...just sit down...relax...and watch...don't have to try to figure out the story...cos it's a very common lovey dovey kind of movie...hehehe...

ok..back to the telly thingy...after the movie...we notice something is going on at the entrance of Pyramid. So we went out to check it out...it was the shooting of Latte at 8! It has not started yet, and we got a place in the show...so we just sit down and watch it live. It is so much different to watching it on TV. Guess who's on the show! Melissa Maureen! The gal in the Pond's add. and the spin off from the add..Table for Two. She looks chubby and dark compare to when she's on the screen. But she still looks pretty I think. Hahaha...

Then there's Shelley Leong. Guess most of you guys won't know who she is. Up coming singer songwriter! Quite pretty...and petite. She sings well too! you can check her out at www.shelleyleong.com. Nope...not doing any promotion for her, but she's worth checking out though!.

There are two more guest in the show. Forgot their names, but they have really good memories. They called it trained memory. They did some demo, like memorising a deck of cards, bla bla bla...impressive!

And I'm getting to like Jason Lo more. Hahaha...I met him before at Hard Rock Cafe KL. Think he's quite cool...he sounds very very local...i mean...he grows up in UK...but he has a local Malaysian flavor in him, which i think is cool...ehhehe...but I still think the current Hitz.fm morning crew sucks. Sorry JLo! :p

Wrong date.

Think there's something wrong with this blog date. If you notice the previous blog. Hmm..now only is September 11, 2004, 12:14 AM....funny...

Another day...

Another day, another blog. Hehe...seems like this thing gonna survive. Let's see what I shall blog today. Woke up quite early today, 6:30 am. Haha... probably becos I put my alarm clock far away from my bed, so that when it rings, I'll have to get up from my bed, to the table and shut it. But still feel a little bit sleepy rite now. **yawn**

Oh yeah... had a great night yesterday though. Met up with Li Lian for dinner, after work, at Leisure Mall. Haha...I don't really know her. Only got to know her thru Vincent. Li Lian was a friend of us from Interact Club, way back in form 4, but Vincent is the one who has kept in touch with her all these years, as they were in the same uni. Met her few months back, and has since been saying gonna come out for a drink or two, which never quite happens until yesterday.

We chatted for quite a long time over the dinner. About...uni life, college life, secondary school, and we had a good time recalling our younger days. She has been living in quite a lot of places though, as her father need to relocate according to his job. She's from Penang, but grew up in Sitiawan. All these while I have the impression that she's from Sitiawan. Right now she's residing in Cheras. Hehe...same place as me!...Pretty glad too that I moved to Cheras. I have a lot of my friends over here, especially my hometown buddies, like Ah Piau, Ah Ju, Chee, Wai Mun, and etc. So it's not really that bad too when moving.

I actually dreaded at the idea of having to move as I had gotten used to Subang Jaya. I've been there for more than 3 years, and I have my friends there as well!...Then, everything is so convenient in Subang Jaya. You have shopping complexes, shops, nice wide roads (though still jam!), and it's within the proximity of a lot of places, like PJ, Klang, Shah Alam, KL. Staying in Cheras will be a little far to go down to Damansara or Mont Kiara. But, the friends I met back here is worth the sacrifice I have to say. Friends from hometown, who you've known since standard 1 is definitely different from friends you make in the later stages of your life. They are special, and they seems to click!...

Humor: Temubual Dengan Seorang Pengembala

Temubual seorang pemuda dengan pakcik gembala biri-biri.

Pemuda : Boleh saya tanya beberapa soalan tak?

Pakcik : Boleh aje...

Pemuda : Berapa jauh biri-biri ni berjalan setiap hari?

Pakcik : Yang mana, yang putih atau yang hitam?"

Pemuda : Yang putih.

Pakcik : Kalau yang putih lebih kurang enam kilometer setiap hari.

Pemuda : Yang hitam?

Pakcik : Yang hitam pun sama...

Pemuda : Berapa banyak plak rumput biri-biri ni makan setiap hari?

Pakcik : Yang mana, yang putih atau yang hitam? Pemuda : Yang putih? Pakcik : Ah, yang putih lebih kurang empat kilo rumput setiap hari.

Pemuda : Dan yang hitam?

Pakcik : Yang hitam pun sama...

Pemuda : Berapa banyak bulu yang mereka hasilkan setiap tahun?

Pakcik : Yang mana, yang putih atau yang hitam?

Pemuda : Yang putih?

Pakcik : Aaa...yang putih sekitar enam kilo bulu setiap tahun.

Pemuda : Dan yang hitam?

Pakcik : Yang hitam pun sama...

Pemuda : Kenapa pakcik membezakan biri-biri pakcik yg putih dgn yg hitam, padahal jawapan semuanya sama aje?

Pakcik : Mestilah...sebab biri-biri yang putih itu pakcik yang punye.

Pemuda : Ooo, gitu ke...abis tu yang hitam tu sapa punye?

Pakcik : Yang hitam pun sama...

Busy...

A very busy day today, though...

=)

Hi, good morning, world! Wazzaaaa...so today I'm on morning shift! Great isn't it? But morning shift tend to have heavier work load, but nevermind, I'm a morning person. Haha...erm...ok...I like to wake up early morning, cos it makes me feel fresh, just that most of the time I tend to sleep until very late. :p

Ok...so yesterday the rain stopped when I was just about to go out. Kewl. And well, had a good outings with my friend. Went out, went down somewhere...and have a really good chat with him though. What did we chat about? Hmm...about life...studies...work...and opportunities. Seems like we both agree with each other quite well. Working life sucks! It's about being overworked, underpaid, and makes life miserable. Traffic jams, having to have a very tight budget, high expenses...etc...the list just endless. Not just that, we think it's a very conservative way of getting started in life.

Everything increases in prices, but...not our salary. Funnily enough. How that manage happens so painfully obvious, yet ppl is so oblivious towards it. We were talking about getting a car and a house. I mean, all these are normal things that we do, finishes studies, get a job, get a car, get a house, get a family...but the prices of cars and houses are astronomical nowadays! Imagine paying a car loan for more than 7 years, and housing loan for....wtf...30 years!! For heaven's sake! That is mad. That is just very not right. We'll see what we can do about it...

Just got a sms reply, from...someone...a girl...that I wanted to ask her out for a movie tonite. Too bad...she will be going outstation, for work, today. :( Nevermind. There's always another day. I hate working life!

God damnit.

God damn it! Why can't I seem to have a plan, and let it go on smoothly? Whenever I have a plan, for sure there will be some kind of obstruction that comes up the very last minute, that forces me to make changes to the plan, postpone it, or just gotta forget about it. Damnit!

I'm supposed to go out with my friend today for something. ;P Damnit, and it's raining heavily out there now! Wtf! Why God always want to mess with my plan?! Sometimes, I can go one whole week without any plan. Then when something came up on one particular days, every came up, and it's like I have my calendar full, and i have to choose which is more stuff is more important, and have to attend to it now, and have to forgo the rest. Is this God's game? If it is, I have no other choice, but to refuse to lose! Give me a break! Stop messing with my plans! Else.......

Just keeping my fingers crossed that the rain will stop in a while. The weather has been good this whole day, until half and hour ago. Damnit. Why can't it rain earlier? Why must it rain only when I'm going out? Wtf! @#$%^&*()_

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
I want to go out laaaa.

Can't Take That Away

Can't Take That Away

Written by M. Carey and D. Warren

They can say,
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me,
And they can try
How to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or loose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's,
There's a light in me,
That shines brightly,
They can try,
But they can't take that away from me
From me

They can do
Anything they want to you,
If you let them in,
But they won't ever win,
If you cling to you pride,
and just push them aside,
See I,
I have learned,
There's an inner peace I own,
Something in my soul that they can not possess
So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade

'Cause there's,
There's light in me me,
That shines brightly,
yesThey can try,
But they can't take that away from me

They can't take this
Precious love I'll always have inside me,
Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to go

They can say
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I won't face the ground,
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach,
Although they do try,
How to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to fall,
Tell me what I believe or loose faith in my dreams,

'Cause there's a light in me,
That shines brightly yes
They can try but they can't take that away from me

Good night.

Time to go home! Good nite!

Arghhh....

Arghh...life is so boring...so mundane...how can I get more out of my life? I'm always the lazy one...always slack in doing things...always sleeps until 10 something...eventhough I would have love to wake up early in the morning...funny eh...ahhaha...

I like to go travelling...travelling to countries with different climates...I'll never forget my after SPM trip to Melbourne...for the whole six weeks....i feel so relax...so damn relax to be precise...I have no worries at all...so damn free...free until I get bored....and I just walk to the supermart near by...or hang around in the public library...it's so relaxing...u care about nothing in this world...other than just enjoying yourself...it's fantastic...even at nite when i sleep...i sleep well...when I wake up....i don't have to rush...cos I have all the time in the world!...when I go down to the city...i just take my time and walk around...sleep in the garden....watch the Australian Open...life is just so great then....when can I have that kind of feeling again? when can I live that kind of life again? .....

Hehe...

Ok..so..yesterday I said that I'm going to blog again later, but actually did not. Hehe.... I almost forgot about this blog. Hahaha... but nvm...here I am now...blogging the boredom away!!

Man...in just a blink of an eye..i've already been working in this company...for more than 6 months! wow...that's sorta an achievement I think...cos when I first started out...i tot i'll be working like a nomad...constantly looking for a change...but well...this workplace is quite comfy though...nice environment...nice surroundings for sure....with all the greeneries...far away from the hustle and bustle of the city life...a hard day at work will still make u feel...fresh?! ...hmm...yeah...sort of...there's no traffic jams here...though it's an industrial area...btw, it's call Technology Park Malaysia...surely a nice place to work ar...no matter what company you're with...

Here i am tonite...sitting at my workstation....staring into the computer that makes my eyes sore...talking about eyes...i've been having some eye sight problem lately...whenever I try to stare into the screen...be it the computer monitor screen or the TV screen...it's a little bit strenous to my eyes...so I've been trying not to stare into the screens for too long...think I better stop here...

-n-

Second chance.

Ok...so this is the second time I've got a blog up. Hehe...well, hope this one live long enough, before I get bored with it. Hahaha...

Will blog more later. watch this space. ;)